The “outdoors” tend to be perceived as an aesthetic extension of
our modern society, accentuating our day to day lives with an appealing
backdrop to the tedious tasks we perform on a regular basis, but failing
to remind us of the unlimited opportunities of self revelation and
exploration available to us. On occasion we deign to delve into the
surface layers of our rural surroundings and dignify the excursion as
some extraordinary exploit where we’ve pitted ourselves against the
wanton wiles of the wilderness, while reclining on comfy cushions and
feeding our faces with packaged processed foods. Such ostentatious
“adventures” only serve to further delude our innate identity and
debilitate our inherent abilities by encumbering them with unrealistic
expectations of our environs. What we need is to not test our toes
within the tapestry we’ve woven about us, but to tear the illustrations
aside and immerse ourselves within our very own instincts. This need be
taken no further than 10 feet out the backdoor into the backyard, but
what a wondrous experience to allow the city lights to wane in the
distance as we wander a bit further from the technology and creature
comforts we’ve propped ourselves up with. Doing no more than wriggling
my soft, sensitive toes in this raging river of survivalist supposition,
I’ve attempted to do just that.
My first few solitary stays in the woods not far from modern
convenience were a lot more enlightening than I had expected. What
threatened to be an incremental accruement of cognitive stagnation a priori proved
to be just the opposite as concerns for even the necessity of
contemplation and mental stimulation were shed as easily as a worry for
water at a pool party. Slipping away from the incessant trivial demands
of the roles and rote of superfluous society seemed to beg the
surrender of baggage unwittingly acquired. ”Time” gave ground to the
measure of earth moved beneath each step as simple, directly definable
duties were undertaken. It didn’t matter who “Sally” was dating or how
productive the team was performing, all that was relevant was the
allotment of activities I’d chosen to accept. If I wished to be warm as
the world pulled its wool blanket over its eyes and exposed its dark
dreamscape, then my only objective was to obtain those materials to make
that desire manifest- break the wind from my back, elevate my skin from
the warmth leeching landscape, suspend insulating materials I could
snuggle up in, and collect the twigs and sticks I could combust for a
comfortable fire. If my heart, hands and feet yearned to be set free to
realize their potential, there was a veritable playground of unexplored
terrain to be tackled. No longer was I conscribed to a constricted
agenda but free to meet only those demands of my anatomy and curiosity.
Time neither sped up nor slowed down but more or less just changed
dimensions with a little less resistance. Like a flow of water I’d once
attempted to swim upstream utilizing all the acceptable methods, I’d
now merely stood up shedding the superficial posturing to tread against
the same current in a more streamline fashion. I hadn’t gained any
great insight or made any profound revelations yet about the world
around me, just surrendered for a time to a simpler appreciation of its
intricacies.
Such is the “call of the wild”, the beseechment of our inherited
impulses and instincts. It’s not about seeing the world and its
inhabitants one way or another, but a subconscious supplication to not
suppress our individual inherent identity. The depth and breadth of
desired introspection alone dictates the level of immersion one should
imbibe. A spherical world is an intimidating arena for a person with a
preference for square corners, but for those that wish to round out
their world view its as simple as stepping outside the boundaries and
frolicking along new frontiers. From there it’s a matter of just how
far into the wild you wish to embark that encourages you to acquire more
specific skills.